Rainy day...

This is one of my original poems hope you like it.

Rainy Day

by

Winston K.

When it rain it pours on this heart of mine

those sunny days become hard to find

nothing but thunder to echo in my head

all of those word left unsaid

I wish this storm would just go away

I just want things to be ok

maybe its me, maybe I have to change

let go of the past, let go of the pain

let go of the things that drive me insain

I know in the end ill all be fine

I know that my day will come, and the sun will shine.

Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.

Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.

Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.

Starting Over....

It funny how  people say that when something sad or tragic, or even amazing, momentous happens in our life that you'll never be the same. You will never be that guy or girl that you were before that one moment that changed everything. I personally believe  that that is a good thing for the most part. I mean everything that life throws at you is a learning experience ya know you jut gotta take the good with  the bad and role with the punches. Me and Carly finally said enough is enough after all that we had been through together but unlike time before where I would miss hr like crazy and wish i could run back to here this time its totally different. Im not lost with out her, Im not bored out of my mind. I guess i learn the lesson finally and i can move on. I wish that certain other people I know could learn from my mistakes and move on too but everyone has to follow their own.... shall we call it life manual. Their guide to a better them. Idk anyway right now im in like this artsy farsty mode Iv been sketching out some new designs, painted this really sweet picture i gave it to my friend nicole as going away present. Oh got back in the studio recorded this song that was basically the best thing ever not gonna lie lol. besides that really it the same old same old, work and hangen w the peepulation lol. It just me starting over one again actually im not starting over this time, ive learn frm my mistake and now i can continue on down the freeway of life. Till next time bloggers "BE YOU, BE TRUE, BE LEGIT"

All we have...

When things go bad life and you get down your to your friends for comfort and advise and support. Friends can truly be lifesavers. Some people take that relationship for granted giving it the dime a dozen feel. But if you have a true friend(s) then you know that that's not true. A true friend is there for you when you crash and burn, there right there to congratulate you on a job well done. They stay up all night when you seem to be in crisis mode major, they never give you the "I told you so". That's a true friend, and with out our friends who would we really be. I know without my friends I wouldn't be here, and I would barely make it through the day. Im glad to have the friends I have and I appreciate all that they do for me. For all those who are close to me thanks and I love you. For all my blogtasic readers get up of you butts and tell your friend that you appreciate them. Everybody loves feeling like their need and we all need friend. Till next time "BE YOU , BE TRUE, BE LEGIT".

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When your right, your right...

A person once told me that life sucks when your young, when you old, and everything in between. Well I guess I agree with that person I mean everything in life is so complicated you walk thin lines with like everything in your life. You can plan out how things are gonna turn out to the smallest detail, and yet things can change in an instant. Every life expectation, nothing ever turns out just perfect. Maybe I'm just super cynical but I've seen a lot in my 20 years. Had a lot of disappointment, a lot of heart break, a lot of bad memories. Ok let me stop cuz this wasn't meant to be one of my tragic poor me kinds updates. Any ways I mean even when your old you just end up thinking of all the things you would had done differently, all the what if's what could have beens. If thats the case then whats the point to any of if it. If you serve no purpose in life then what's the point. Ya I mean some people are meant to do great thing but what about the rest of us. The one who's struggle every day just to continue on why why are they here what's the point I'm I just don't get the meaning the purpose everything for me that is has to make sense. I need purpose idk I'm just a guy lost looking for the road like everyone else. I'm not sad or down I just think differently than most I guess. Well with love and hopes and second chances I bit you farewell.

Burning...

Its been a while since my last posting so heres a shotgun refresher kk here we go. Working like crazy, still not sleeping, playing poker, hanging with the peeps. Alright now that that's done let's chat. So lately I find the I'm burning out but some how I keep pushing on. I mean Im working like 80 hrs a week, and tryn to have a social life. Its getting to be a bit much I need to make a decision on how to fix this. Oh so I got some interesting news last night while talking to Carly she's moving to Colorado in a couple weeks. She got a job with this really good design studio. I happy for her I really am but it makes me wonder what life would have be like if I would when to SDS with her, instead of staying home to help my fam. But everything happens for a reason, if I didn't stay I never would have met my best friend, and the best friends I've ever had. I'm gonna miss her, but I know she will do well. Oh Saturday is the first game in the AJHA series Arizona Juniors hockey association. I'm playn second line center. Idk hockey is in my bones, It was my life for so long but this is my last run for the show. All right well that's pretty much it.
"BE TRUE, BE YOU, BE LEGIT"