Fin...

So for my final blog though I'd share one of the pieces that I wrote.

This isn't the end its just good by for now.

One day maybe ill find my way back, till then I just float on.

Wait For Me.

Look out to the horizon

A whole world lies beyond

The path of life shall guide me

And will swiftly move me on,

There's new things to discover

And many sights to see

But I hope you'll be waiting

Patiently waiting for me.

The road stretches before me

And I don't know how far,

And whatever may happen

Just remember who you are

If other try to change you,

Hold tight to who you wanna be

Ill return one day

I just hope you'll be there waiting for me.

Once Ive reached my limit

And I cant go on any more

I'll always have the memories

Of the good times we've had before

So when my journey ends

And I'm ready to break free

I hope that you'll be waiting there

Waiting there patiently for me.

12/31/09...

Attention to all my readers Decemember 31 will be the last time I will be blogging. My Wordpress, Myspace, And Facebook are comming down as well. I believe that we are all to locked into theses websites that we are forgetting how to actually connect with people in real life.
Thanks to all of you out there who read my blog, and made me keep writing. I may post one more blog but its not likly. Keep living the dream, I know I will.

Pillar...

Man this last week has been a total roller coaster. I'm trying to get ready for finals, all my friends who went away for school are back in town and everybody wants to kick it. My all time Nemesis did the unthinkable which in someways made me very angry. Oh so check this out back in the day we used to have foster kids and they were like family not even like we were a family. We had two girls Heather, and Shyann and my two bro Ronny, and Tony. So my brother my best friend the person I trust with my life Rko (Ronny) calls and tells me he ask his girlfriend to marry him. God I wanted to shoot him in the face, like why would any one want to get married now a days especially since more than half end in divorce. But as mad as I was at him, I was still super happy. Me and Ronny used to talk about having normal lives with normal families. We wanted to be the guys or father never were for us ya know. Neither one of us actually had any idea what or so called normal was. I'm glad though that he will have a special young lady in his life, and at least one of us can try and find that normalcy we both desire. Oh ya and I'm the best man at the wedding, and his fiance's friends are super hot. "BONUS"!!! OK so all the peeps are back in town it really was amazing to see everybody. Ive got like 600 pics from this week ill post some once I finished editing them. The old flame Carly was here, my boy Coi', Dasha, Ryan, Justin, the twins Staci, and Summer. It was the best all the original team back together. We drove up to Prescott, paid our respects to one of fallen members parents who also let us crash which was sick. For all of you who don't know one of our friends was killed by a drunk driver last year. He was driving home from a family members house and was hit by some drunken D-bag. He was a good kid and didn't deserve what happened to him. But that life ya know things just happen for no good reason. His mom was super stoked to see us all though idk it took my mind of everything that's going on in my own life. So back to my Nemesis, so as far as I can think back me and him having been going at it. Him wanting me to fall me wanting to see him crash and burn. Finally after years I guess the feud is over, he fell to the waist side. I cant say that I'm actually happy about it though. At first I was so happy about it I know that's pretty messed up but if you knew the hatred that brewed between us you'd understand. But now it just makes me sad, I mean all the times he called me out tryn to say I was the bad one and now hes gone. I wonder if he knew how many people looked up to him and loved him. He had everything in the palm of his hand. Id give anything to have people care about me like that and make me sad and angry to see him throw that all away. OK moving on so you know me Mr. always looking for change I think I want to put Australia back on the table, and the peace core, and last but not least going away to school. If I go away to school it would just be for a years considering that I only have one whole school year left. Idk Ive always been searching for that missing part of my life and I thought I finally found it, but now I'm not so sure. My littlest cousin is almost old enough for school, which mean that my bio-family will be packing up and going back east because my family is built on tradition and legacy. So she will have to misfortune of going to Eden Hall prep academy trust me when I say its a breeding ground for the snobs of America. I had to go there for a while before I couldn't take it any more. More so we moved to this god forsaken place lol. So Ive got a lot to think about, I don't wanna make a decision to fast. well that's it for now love and peace.

Blah...

Hello out there it definitely has been a while since my last blog update, sorry Ive been pretty busy. I think the last time I blogged I was just finishing midterms, any ways lets see idk not much has really gone on. Well there a few things, My full on emotional break down, me almost getting fired, and the whole Bri situation. Lets start with the first one shall we most of you think of me as a happy gregarious kind of guy. Ya OK me at all honestly I hate being around a lot of people, I'm always analyzing every situation, plus im slightly nuratic when im not 100% in control. In the psycology world there are two types of personalities, type A or type B. Type A people tend to display their emotions very easyly and often. They can be very agressive and seem careless. Type B people are mellow slow to anger, they try and rationalize bad situation to make them ok. they dont say whats on their minds, they also hold alot of things in. Type B people though have a minor glitch, there exploders. That mean you can push them and push them to their breaking point, but then they explode all their sadness and anger just come flying out. My psych teacher is doing evaluations on us right now, and Im a very reseerved person I have some dark secrets and things that to keep private. Well just say he pushed me to my limits and focus in alot of things that I need to deal with. Idk for some reason thought it unraveled my entire world, and that was not good. I pretty much went off the deep end, which led me to all most getting fired from my job. Ya so im already a toothpick away from loosing all control and my boss just happened to push to far. So I told him what I thought about him and my job. Ya bad move he sent me home and made me write a letter about how I wanted to keep my job. At first I didnt want to do it but I finally came to my senses and wrote it. He didnt fire me thank god believe it or not i knida like my job. During this whole situaton though there was one glimmer of light my very good friend Bri. If you know me well you know I dont tell alot of people how I feel. I keep my stuff to me my burdon to bare, but me and bri have been there for each other though some crazy times and I let her in to my little world. We were good together for about a minute cuz then I got a strong reality check by two people I love and will always love.
Oh and one other thing my mama, (she's not really my mom but i wish she was) called me a player, it made me laugh. but seriously though im so far from being a player is crazy, and yes I do crush alot but im no player. I like alot of girls but love only one. When I meet that girl she will know that she is the center of my universe, the queen of my castle, my best friend without question. Sorry P one day I may have to replace you. Love all ya peace.

Marvel...

When you look back on the last five years of your life was it everything you wanted it to be?Did you accomplish your goals, are you the person that you thought you would be? Do look back and have some regrets or are you totally satisfied with everything that took place? If I were to answer those questions it would be very mixed. When it comes to my goals I think that I did everything that I was gonna do. I graduated from High School a Year early, Im in college, and Im well on my way to being a psycologist. Do I look back and think that i should have done things differently not any more I definitely used to though. I used to look back and think about all the wild nights that i had and how much that actually stressed out my family. I thought about Carly and how I could have done things differently, but after putting everything down on paper I really wouldn't change a single thing. Ya I made some mistakes that have definitely closed alot of doors and made alot of thing harder but I still think that those events had to happen to help me see my true potential. Right now I know for a fact that I wont allow anything or anyone get in my way of what I want. I honestly think that's what is wrong with most of my friends they dont push themselves to their very limits they rather have somebody else do all the work for them and try to take the credit, then theres these one that don't really have any life aspirations beside working for their family or doing construction, and my female friend s who have the idea that they can just get married and become a stay at home wife. What a load of crock that is here my advise to all of you out there and you know who you are, so depending on others, and be your own person make your own way. Idk I got a serious reality check the other day I need to let go of the kid inside and become the power driven man I was meant to be. So right here right now im vowing that will be that man and all who doubt me will stand and marvel at my Greatness so you can either get out of my way now or be pushed out sooner rather then later. They say it lonely it the top but i want to be the judge of that. I Wont stop till I achieve my max potential. Stand back take in all that I am and MARVEL at the man before you.

Lion's Roar...

So today was one of those days that just starts off bad. Ahh were do I begin lets start with last night, so I went out with some friends had a great time then went home. So I get home and guess who happens to be at my house, Miss Denver (Carly) and Ariel. These two girls are by far my to closest peeps they know everything, every little secret about me. I knew Carly was gonna be in town but for some reason I thought it was gonna next week. She's here visiting here parents before they move back to Cape Cod. So it was nice to see them both well kind me and Ariel haven't really been on speaking terms since she screwed me over but thats the past so whatev. so since it still relatively early we hoped in the car and went to Denny's we stayed there for a long time we got caught up on all the stuff that we've missed and what not. It was really really really fun I must Admit, I say goodnight to my pals get home it still relatively early well for me atleast. I walk in the door get on the computer and start my usual activities of downloading music and movies and checking into all my email replying to all the emails I got. I finally black out about idk 5:30 am right. So about 8ish i get a phone call from my brother in arm Coi' hes also down here from frisco, he needs the spare key to his moms house cuz he locked himself out, no surprise there. So I throw on some cloths drive over there and give him the key. I go back home and try to get some rest only to be awaken by a text from another friend who coincidentally needs something. Then about a half an hour later I get a phone call from my uncle who needs me to go pick up my misbehaving little cousin. By this time Ive given up on sleeping, so for some reason I decide to go to Guitar shop and look for a New amp, Hey what do you know Another one of my loser friend txting me for something. I still went to the guitar store but my level of patience is running pretty low. I didn't find the amp I wanted but I did find the sweetest book it has all these sweet 70's songs. I go back home figure ill study for my class tonight so i get in my room pull out my course guide and full on shock and terror roll over my face. So I some how mixed up my weeks and thought that I was in week 4/10 in my class but in reality it was week 5/10. What does that all mean well week 5 is midterm week ya so with only about 4hour before my class I had to do a power session to make up for all the goofing of Ive been doing and what not. By this point of my day I'm a mess, I'm pissed off and one step from becoming a homicidal crazy person. Then oh the flood gates just open up my cell phone is blowing up, my house phone wont stop ringing and its all people looking for me. You could literally see the frustration level on my face. And some when in between tryn to cram for my midterm and doing all the other crap that I needed to do I just snapped. I didnt wanna deal with anyone I was telling my friends off yelling things that should never be said, blew up on a couple friends. They had it coming thought I'm tired of taking care of everyone some people just need to learn how to stand on there own to feet myself included. Any way my crap day ended with me getting a clutch "B" on my midT. So even though I didn't get to go and get my massage at dolce and have the relaxed day that I had planned it definitely could have been worst. Hopefully tomorrow will be a better day my friends cant handle me when I'm ready to kill them all. Well that's it for now peace and love.

Its been a long time....

Well it seems that Ive been neglecting my blogging job so here's everything that has been going on in my life as of late. So I went to fall frenzy a couple weekends ago with my new pal Hobie. He's a pretty rad dude I must say but he is a bit a of playboy. As for the show it was uber wicked, Ive never had that much fun in my life. We had so much fun made a couple new friends it was all in all a good time. Oh so lets talk about school, ya what can I say I'm in deep trouble. So I'm in the honors Psych program and its killing me. Ive aways been the kind of person who was to smart for his own good, I never had to study never had to work hard everything came easy to me in school. Some how now I find myself lost not sure what going on I actually got a "D" on a quiz. OMG I almost kicked the bucket right there what am I supposed to do i never fail at anything. I feel like my plan is falling apart and there nothing I can do about it, but try and keep sain and work harder. I really thought about quiting but that just not me I don't quit, cuz that just what people want. I don't wanna work at some dead end job make no money or have to use my family to keep me afloat like so people I know. From a small child all Ive known is get an education, become a success. If I don't make this happen I wont just be letting my family down ill be letting myself down. I wont quit and I wont let anything stop me its my nindo. What else what else oh I turned 21 it was the best I go to spend my whole day with the people I love most.
And btw i would like to go on the record and say I'm not girl crazy even though it may seem as if I am. Yes I have a thing for a very special young lady but i also understand I'm not ready to settle down be domesticated. Its actually one of my fears, but one I will one day, and when that day comes ill go 100%. As for now I need to establish my legacy plus a wife isn't in my 5 year plan till year five so I still have four years. Back to my birthday it was amazing the only thing I wish that could have been different was the fact I didn't get to talk to my pal in Washington. So as for the future couple days I really got nothing going on but work and school. Well that it for now love and peace peeps.

Fall Frenzy is a go...

Heres the line up for all three days. Ill be there saturday and maybe sunday i just rebaught tickets.

Friday

Rob Thomas (1040pm-12am)

Jason Mraz (855-1015pm)
The B-52s (715-830pm )
Gavin Rossdale (6-655pm)
Colbie Caillat (5-545pm)
GATES OPEN AT 4PM

Saturday

Blink 182 (1030pm-12am)
Fall Out Boy (840-10pm )
Slightly Stoopid (655-810pm)
Pepper (510-625pm)
Anberlin (405-450pm)
Asher Roth (300-345pm)
Authority Zero (200-245pm)
GATES OPEN AT 1PM
Other acts to be added.

Sunday

Social Distortion (830-10pm)
Flogging Molly (630-8pm)
Ben Harper & Relentless (7430-6pm)
The Bravery (3-4pm)
Airborne Toxic Event (2-245pm)
Carolina Liar (1-145pm)
Slowpoke (12-1245pm)
GATES OPEN AT 11AM

Im Just Sayn...

So as many of you know I don't really have a problem speaking my mind, I could careless if people don't like me. I feel that if you want to be true to yourself you have to speak you mind and not hold things in. Ya as Ive gotten older Ive realized that you cant do that all the time some people around you cant handle the truth and you just have to let have there way so as to not cause mass over dramatics. Biting your tong sometimes is the only way to get out of bad situation but I'm just sayn. Really though this is pure honesty I wont talk behind any ones back if I have something to say or if you done something that bothers me I'm pretty quick to let you know, and that works for me. The only time that I wont say anything to a person is if I know the situation is just gonna get worst if I push it, but I still wont talk crap it takes to much effort and is a major waste of time I'm just sayn. Moving on, so this Australia thing is becoming more and more of an issue each day. So a couple months ago no one would have cared what I did if I left One like 2 people would have even noticed, now it seems like everyone and there mom thinks its a bad move. Everyone is try to scared me out of it and telling me that they need me, well that a load of bull if you ask me. Where were any of those people when I was having a mass melt down about my gramma or when Carly and me went south. OK ya some of you nay sayers out there make since Australia is far away and is a big jump, but no one understand how I feel. IN my family every thing is a competition for who is the best, and I'm loosing bad. When my dad was 21 He was graduating from Columbia, my aunt was Going to Wharton, my uncle was getting his cisco license. All of them had good jobs and had travel the world. It sucks that i have to compete with them all the time, I'm totally happy with how things are going for me I'm doing my thing at my own pace and I'm stoked about that. When they look at me though I'm a failure I'm no where near there level and they think that I'm not going any where to me Australia is an escape from all the pressure. Like ill be thousands of mile away and they wont have any input on my life once so ever. I just wanna be Winston Knighton, they have made it very clear I'm not White. I wish they could see that Ill be that guy, but I just have to do it my own way. Believe it!!! Ya so maybe I need to rethink this move idk lots of thing need to changes to keep me here though. Oh I do have some good news there maybe a potential queen for my castle ill post about her another time. Liven the dream "Be You, Be True, Be Legit" one love I'm out.

Should I stay or Should I go?...

So for all of you out there who obsess with my life and don't already know I'm looking to move. Yep finally after 21 years of being taken care of i want to be out on my own away from my family. Time to be independent ya know, well there just one catch. Ready for it I'm looking to go to Australia. Yeah its a pretty big jump there wont be any coming home for dinner that's for sure. Its a big step for me but i thought its what i wanted now I'm not so sure. I mean its been my life dream to go there and live but that its becoming a reality its kinda intimidating ya know. Plus when I made the plan to take of I was in a bad place I wasn't happy with everything in my life and thought that I could run from all the thing that were hurting me ya know. Ya ya ya i know you cant run from you problems I know. Plus there's other stuff like I really didn't think of what I would be leaving behind like friends im not really gonna miss my fam that much mostly cuz I don't see them much now. Ok so tonight I had dinner with my best friend in the entire would love her more than anything (mess with her and ill have you killed its not a joke either )ya know and then i realized that we wont be able to do that if I leave we wont have drive-in movie nites, silly photos, ice skating trips, it'll all be over. And that sucks that's the clincher the pebble on the scale the side that keeping me here. Let me clarify she isn't the only reason that was just an example that all the people who I care about and love in my life will be here in the states. PLus the whole school thing i really want to finish unlike some poeple i know who think school should last forever. Money to like american dollar there is worth crap so i basiclly need to save up about 4grand to go so i can live while im there to put it in a way people can under stand that 4g with convert to about 2.7g ya i need make that last for 4 months. hahah that would be an issue we all know that i love the finer things in life. Now on the reverse end all the people who I cant stand and loathe will be here and ill be way far far away over there, that in its self is a bonus. Honestly this will probably be the biggest decision ill have to make. The ticket does have a return date with would be in July I wanted to come back in September if I came back but that is no longer an option cuz my ticket is an open ended ticket so I have to come back whenever i can get a seat. Ya Problem MAJOR September is the beginning of summer there. During the summer its about 125 degrees on average ya that sucks, but because it so hot every one leave to Perth or Sidney. I need to get a plane from Kalgoorlie to Perth to Sidney which will be near impossible. So if I come home it'll be earlier that I wanted. So I have alot of thinking to do ya know Should I stay or should I go I'm Not really sure any more but I do know what my deciding factor will be. Living the dream till next time "Be You, Be True, Be Legit" one love im out.

P.s. heres my flight plan for if I choice to go.


Leave
Sun, Mar 28
United Airlines 516
Depart:
7:43pm
Arrive:
9:45pm
Phoenix, AZ (PHX)San Francisco, CA (SFO)
3 stops
Economy
2hr 2min
Airbus A320

Change planes. Time between flights: 0hr 58min
United Airlines 863
Depart:
10:43pm
Arrive:
7:25am
San Francisco, CA (SFO)Sydney, Australia (SYD)

14hr 42min
Boeing 747
Change Airline. Time between flights: 4hr 35min
Qantas 577
Depart:
12:00pm
Arrive:
1:55pm
Sydney, Australia (SYD)Perth, Australia (PER)

4hr 55min
Airbus A330
Change planes. Time between flights: 3hr 30min
Qantas 1896 operated by QANTASLINK - NATIONAL JET SYSTEMS
Depart:
5:25pm
Arrive:
6:30pm
Perth, Australia (PER)Kalgoorlie, Australia (KGI)

1hr 5min
Boeing 717 Total duration: 31hr 47min
This flight arrives two days later.

Return
Thu, Jul 15
Qantas 1065
Depart:
7:10pm
Arrive:
8:20pm
Kalgoorlie, Australia (KGI)Perth, Australia (PER)
3 stops

1hr 10min
Boeing 737
Change planes. Time between flights: 3hr 55min
Qantas 568
Depart:
12:15am
Arrive:
6:15am
Perth, Australia (PER)Sydney, Australia (SYD)


4hr 0min
Airbus A330
Change Airline. Time between flights: 7hr 40min
United Airlines 840
Depart:
1:55pm
Arrive:
10:19am
Sydney, Australia (SYD)Los Angeles, CA (LAX)

13hr 24min
Boeing 747

Change planes. Time between flights: 2hr 42min
United Airlines 6522 operated by UNITED EXPRESS/SKYWEST AIRLINES
Depart:
1:01pm
Arrive:
2:22pm
Los Angeles, CA (LAX)Phoenix, AZ (PHX)

1hr 21min
Canadair
Total duration: 34hr 12min WTF MATE that a bit long lol

Imagine that...

Things, lately everything seems to be spinning out of control. like just when I think that I have everything in balance something else land on my plat to throw me off once again. I used to have this amazing plan and every thing was very scripted and precises no room for error or miscalculation it was perfect. Now though it seems that my plan is out the window, I don't know if I'm going or coming and i hate the feeling. You know that feeling it the one when you feel like you've lost control of the ship and now your heading in an unknown direction. I keep thinking that things will get better but it getting hard to keep that smile on my face when I know I sinking. That leads me to my newest adventure Ive pretty much just want go leave start over ya know. I bought a ticket Australia its not till march so i have some time to save up some cash and what not. My family really doesn't care that I go they don't really pay much attention to my craziness anyways. My dad think it could be good for me. Ive been doing a lot of research and if i do go I wont be traveling back here to the states any time soon. I would get a work visa which last for a year, while down there I can apply for my citizenship. Apparently its really easy to get if here come the downside I would have to give up my citizenship here as an American. I could apply for dual citizenship but it would take longer than a year for me to get it. Traveling back here would cost me way to much money and the fact that i would only here for a couple month till it went through make it seem pointless. So I would be a full legal Australian. I would miss it here dont get me wrong, Ive got a lot here the most amazing best friend, she's my soul friend. Ive got the most amazing crew of peep Ive ever had we've got each other back till the end. Ive got school and i love that but i just feel drained. Idk what I want to do any more dah I wish I could just clear my mind and make a decide what it is that I want. Right now I do know that that only a couple thing are holding me here and I love them enough to stay but for how long. It been said you cant run from the man in the mirror maybe there right but i just need to find out on my own.

One Day At A Time...

Sometimes it takes a real kick in the pants to get back to reality. I had a pretty crappy week last week and let me say this people can not be trusted. Ok so now that this person me absolutely nothing to me I feel ok telling the gist of the story. So theres this girl I grew up with I mean we go back to before Carly even Ya INTENSE. Any ways we are like good close friends well at least we were ya know. I cared about her alot just cause we be so close and we kinda sorta have a history together. Any ways she called me up with this sad sob story about her Fiance leaving her blah blah blah LIES but we'll get to that. Any ways she needed help and superman came to save the day. Ya bad she total burned me i now officially on the record hate her. I wouldn't spit on her to put her out if she was on fire. See i guess i have the urge to save people whether it be a good idea or not. YA so that was one of the things i dealt with my silly father dropped the hammer on me and we got into a fight cuz of his bimbo girlfriends lol, that's rude she not a bimbo she just not all there. Ya but i was pretty much on the edge of going on a rampage im totally ok now Ive released all that crap from my mind and focused it into something new. I started designing my own jewelry for my line which is pretty cool im pretty stoked about it. Yep that it for me I will say thanks for every one worrying about me I was in a really bad place last week but you guys and gals and sunflower Kept me afloat thanks for being my safety raft. Cuz I definitely had some moment were I was thinking of doing some not so nice things so thanks for be my peeps. "Live free, play hard" LEGIT"09"

The End of Summer..

Well the end of summer is here for some of us, namely my school age pals. I guess this summer was fun, It had it up and downs that was for sure. We lost some friends, but they weren't true friend to begin with we made some new friends and strengthened the bond we have with true peeps. Personally I'm glad to be going back to school soon, to me it just means ill be one step closer to being the guy I wanna be. I do wanna take a sec and give my best wishes to my friend Michelle I'm gonna miss you mama, you and I have taken each other to the edge and back. We have had each other back in good time and not so bueno times. I love you with all my heart and I hope you all the happiness in the world back home. Remember I'm only a phone call, a plane ticket, and an hours drive from the airport away if you need me. Now moving on this week has really been a crappy one. First off I got stuck baby sitting the spawn of Satan aka My little cousin Amir. This kid give bad a whole new meaning, I mean he is pure evil so since i couldn't find a babysitter to watch him i had to take him into work with me. So i sit him in our break room rent him a movie, got him all these snacks and what not and he totally seems fine, next thing i know the little rug rat has put a book in the microwave and its on fire ya. Let me just say my new boss was less then thrilled. ya so now i will never watch, take care off or babysit a child under 8 again. Oh then my grandma went back into the hospital ya she may have an infection in her pick line which is a very bad thing. For all those who don't know a pick line is basically life for a person with one if its out the person is at a serious risk for well death cuz it usually is their only source for nourishment. But this is like the third time this has happened. all my family is up at the hospital i don't go, cuz i have coping issues and hospitals just depress the crap out of me. Don't feel bad for me that doesn't really help I'm like to use the denial point of view. If i just act like everything is fine then they will be. On a lighter note I went out to the drive-ins on Saturday after work that was stellar we saw G.I. Joe it was funny very predictable but still funny. I had to take the drivers class for getting my speeding ticket this morning that was fun and I'm not being sarcastic either. I'm not even joking there were like ten gorgeous girls in the class it was like heaven to me mostly cuz my version of heaven on earth would be me surrounded by a whole bunch of good looking girls. So besides that's nothing else is new, working like crazy, getting ready for school to go back in session. Oh i did start Dj'ing again Ive done a couple of parties thus far i really enjoyed being behind the turn table and getting my groove on. Well that's all for now,"BE TRUE, BE YOU, BE LEGIT"

Rainy day...

This is one of my original poems hope you like it.

Rainy Day

by

Winston K.

When it rain it pours on this heart of mine

those sunny days become hard to find

nothing but thunder to echo in my head

all of those word left unsaid

I wish this storm would just go away

I just want things to be ok

maybe its me, maybe I have to change

let go of the past, let go of the pain

let go of the things that drive me insain

I know in the end ill all be fine

I know that my day will come, and the sun will shine.

Friendship isn't always easily described. The Eskimos, they say, have a hundred different words for snow. Unfortunately, the English language isn't quite as innovative, though it has vast opportunities to differentiate meaning. Certainly, Love is one of those opportunities. And so, too, is Friendship.

Instead of different words, however, we're stuck with simple adjectives. Close friend. Best friend. Childhood friend. Intimate friend. Trusted friend. Beloved friend. But whether you use adjectives or different words, few could deny the nearly infinite meaning in such a simple word.

Friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the adjectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in life.

Starting Over....

It funny how  people say that when something sad or tragic, or even amazing, momentous happens in our life that you'll never be the same. You will never be that guy or girl that you were before that one moment that changed everything. I personally believe  that that is a good thing for the most part. I mean everything that life throws at you is a learning experience ya know you jut gotta take the good with  the bad and role with the punches. Me and Carly finally said enough is enough after all that we had been through together but unlike time before where I would miss hr like crazy and wish i could run back to here this time its totally different. Im not lost with out her, Im not bored out of my mind. I guess i learn the lesson finally and i can move on. I wish that certain other people I know could learn from my mistakes and move on too but everyone has to follow their own.... shall we call it life manual. Their guide to a better them. Idk anyway right now im in like this artsy farsty mode Iv been sketching out some new designs, painted this really sweet picture i gave it to my friend nicole as going away present. Oh got back in the studio recorded this song that was basically the best thing ever not gonna lie lol. besides that really it the same old same old, work and hangen w the peepulation lol. It just me starting over one again actually im not starting over this time, ive learn frm my mistake and now i can continue on down the freeway of life. Till next time bloggers "BE YOU, BE TRUE, BE LEGIT"

All we have...

When things go bad life and you get down your to your friends for comfort and advise and support. Friends can truly be lifesavers. Some people take that relationship for granted giving it the dime a dozen feel. But if you have a true friend(s) then you know that that's not true. A true friend is there for you when you crash and burn, there right there to congratulate you on a job well done. They stay up all night when you seem to be in crisis mode major, they never give you the "I told you so". That's a true friend, and with out our friends who would we really be. I know without my friends I wouldn't be here, and I would barely make it through the day. Im glad to have the friends I have and I appreciate all that they do for me. For all those who are close to me thanks and I love you. For all my blogtasic readers get up of you butts and tell your friend that you appreciate them. Everybody loves feeling like their need and we all need friend. Till next time "BE YOU , BE TRUE, BE LEGIT".

The Hot List

When your right, your right...

A person once told me that life sucks when your young, when you old, and everything in between. Well I guess I agree with that person I mean everything in life is so complicated you walk thin lines with like everything in your life. You can plan out how things are gonna turn out to the smallest detail, and yet things can change in an instant. Every life expectation, nothing ever turns out just perfect. Maybe I'm just super cynical but I've seen a lot in my 20 years. Had a lot of disappointment, a lot of heart break, a lot of bad memories. Ok let me stop cuz this wasn't meant to be one of my tragic poor me kinds updates. Any ways I mean even when your old you just end up thinking of all the things you would had done differently, all the what if's what could have beens. If thats the case then whats the point to any of if it. If you serve no purpose in life then what's the point. Ya I mean some people are meant to do great thing but what about the rest of us. The one who's struggle every day just to continue on why why are they here what's the point I'm I just don't get the meaning the purpose everything for me that is has to make sense. I need purpose idk I'm just a guy lost looking for the road like everyone else. I'm not sad or down I just think differently than most I guess. Well with love and hopes and second chances I bit you farewell.

Burning...

Its been a while since my last posting so heres a shotgun refresher kk here we go. Working like crazy, still not sleeping, playing poker, hanging with the peeps. Alright now that that's done let's chat. So lately I find the I'm burning out but some how I keep pushing on. I mean Im working like 80 hrs a week, and tryn to have a social life. Its getting to be a bit much I need to make a decision on how to fix this. Oh so I got some interesting news last night while talking to Carly she's moving to Colorado in a couple weeks. She got a job with this really good design studio. I happy for her I really am but it makes me wonder what life would have be like if I would when to SDS with her, instead of staying home to help my fam. But everything happens for a reason, if I didn't stay I never would have met my best friend, and the best friends I've ever had. I'm gonna miss her, but I know she will do well. Oh Saturday is the first game in the AJHA series Arizona Juniors hockey association. I'm playn second line center. Idk hockey is in my bones, It was my life for so long but this is my last run for the show. All right well that's pretty much it.
"BE TRUE, BE YOU, BE LEGIT"

The Perfect One...

Over the past six months I've changed a lot. Actually even one around me has, and it all thanks to one person. She came in with bang and changed the game up. Opened every bodies eyes to a whole new reality, she bought truth and justice to the for front of all or relationships. She helped us to see who were friends and who were fakers. Its strange it takes a lot for me to become close or get comfortable with people but she was like a friend that I always had. And I love her for all that she is and all that she isn't never a dull moment. She will definitely be a friend till the end, my partner in crime, and I'm counting down the days till I can see her again, and make some new memories but till that day come we'll always have the amazing memories that we all made together. One love "Be true, Be you, Be legit".

Take me as I...

Well bloggers I'm back not as if any one really cares the only people who read these are my # one pal and My stalker cuz he has nothing better todo with his life than try to find away to destroy mine, but enough of that. So lets do a flash recap, I think I already spoke about my summer mistake so we know about that. I took off for a couple days had to deal with some personal stuff, but I can say that i started to paper work to legally separated my self from my mother. Yay this may seem kind of cruel but ill never be able to have a normal life till I do. So what that mean well lots of court battles, all my land is gonna be sold so all that side of my family will be pissed and hate me but who needs them I sure don't. Um i got to see Jasmine and Tracy (my two sisters) that was fun their head to Europe for a month it was Jasmine's grad gift. Lucky bitch lol This weekend was assembly I didn't go on Saturday I was so mentally and emotional drained from the days before that I couldn't handle being around people. That day i just got in my truck and drove to my spot and just layed there all day thinking listen to music tryn to unravel everything. I went on Sunday but for the most part I was still a mess i put on a good show though. Oh I got two Tickets for the Blink concert and back stage passes they were gifts from my dad for pharm tec school and for being an over all good son. Ya the tickets are awesome since it an out door venue you can see them from pretty much every where but he got me tickets for the front stage area im stoked. I may take Stacy cuz she'll be here visiting her family. Love that girl to death but only as a friend she can be for lack of a better word droll. Oh went to Daltins Pool party He trough me in fully clothed thank Dalty that was fun except that i ruin $150.00 shoes. But no worries money in the bank. Carly my on again off again love told me something that prety much scared me this morning. Ya um Im basiclly boned myself with that one. Um today was strange back in school not really working to much this week which sucks. Im I have a Photo shoot tomorrow with John Casablanca, that should be fun but he does make my cloths look good and my models look amazing. Oh the new shoe line is already sold out. Yep All 30 pairs of my new shoe sold I'm stoked. Whats going on with my music Alot actually I finished my second solo album it should be going to itunes in the next week or two. The lost boys Album is making alot of progress look for that some time in august. Idk I wish i could make money by writing songs I need a better agent but that's that. Um I'm working on an album with my friend Whitney Steel That should be amazing shes got alot of talent she touring right now. Ya that's pretty much it for now Ill keep you posted. OH by the way Next Sunday starts Prank War Week so be prepared. "BE TRUE, BE YOU, BE LEGIT"™

Life...

Sometimes life is more than it seem but less than it is. You just have to take what you got and make it work no matter what the circumstances. If you live in a box your achievement will only be as big as the box, dream outside the box and the possibilities are endless. Love and peace Mr. Legit out.

Im in love...

I have once again have founf my self head over heels in love. Yep i can fight this feeling any more lol im in love with music. Updated to playlist check out some of these bands I love and know you will too.
SilverSun Pickups
Matt & Kim
Carolina liar

Balance...

So right now I'm a bit upset I just pulled up to tenth planet which is the gym I go to, to spar and I go there just to unload my frustrations on a heavy bag instead of a real person. Any way ya there closed ya there a 24/365 gym what the crap. Any ways today was a good day sat around did noth played so video games with the boys that was fun. Oh looked at some apartments over the weekend and yestarday. Idk I'm sure that I wanna live with sis anymore I really don't like people ya know. Well at least the ones outside my circle of trust. And its a small circle. Um no real life issues right now besides telling someone something they weren't supposed to know but it whatevr they would have found out eventually any ways. Idk right now my life is in a good balance I can be better but for now it will do. Oh wrote the first song that has nothing to do with a girl I like in a long time, actually it has no connection to me once so ever. Its nice to not to ya know. Any way I won't be blogging for a while wirk is about to consume my life for the next minth or so. I've been hangen with the peeps a lot since I won't be doing much of it anymore. Oh getting a new phone and number I've got to many people calling me I dont like. So ill make sure that all those who I find worthy get my new digits not sure when this going down but it some time soon. So that's it for now blogger. The Winston is signing off for a long while. Ill miss ya all peace and love.
Sincerly yours,
Mr. Legit

Moving Day...

Well today was moving day not for not just yet but for my partners crime Nikki & Zac. I was supposed to help with the moving but because of my nonstop work and showoff attatdude I miss all the moving part of the day. Sorry about that Lady and Gent. Anyway I got there just in time to enjoy the company of my closest peeps. We ate my favorite food lasgna. It was one of those normal family days that I love so much seeing as normalcy doesn't exsist at my house. Lol we play a game a monoply which I pretty much kick every ones ace then we playd scatagories and dominated in a champion like manor. Watchd night at the rox berry love that movie, made jokes it was an awesome night all in all. Idk for a long time I had this feeling of not being wanted cuz the whole mom abandoning me thing but now that feelings gone. I have people who care and I love them like family. Its nice to feel want and needed so with that be said I wish everyone a good night. Stay true stay you stay legit this is Winston K signing off.

Spawn...

So I finished my first cycle of spawn. What is spawn it basicly a supplement that rapid cuts body fat and builds muscle. When I first started it I was 155 with 22% body fat. After 30day of spawn, I'm 145 and 11% body fat. The only thing I can say that is bad about the stuff is the rapid mood swing it can give you so if you a depressing person or have a bit of temper I'd pass on this one cuz you go O-60 in like a second. If you want to know more google it. Its good stuff and I tried both the pill and the shots. The shot work faster but man the injection site hurt like no other.

Room mates...

So its 1:30 and I'm still awake as usual. This time I have a good reason. I'm apartment shopping I've found a couple that I wanna check out there In my price range. But I really hate being alone. All the time. Its funny to me I hate being around people but I never wanna be alone. I always have friends over or just some body to keep me company so I don't go insane. So there's this place like 15 minutes from my house that I checked out a couple months ago when they were being built now they have a two bed room open. This place is pretty amazing I must say and I can afford the rent on my own but who wants to be in a big place all alone I'm not bring my dog its just me and my fish. So I though why not try a room mate then the sad realization came back to me I have for the most part all female friends and my close guy friend that I trust all ready live together so now I'm in a dilemma I need to find a nice place in the middle of my friends and my job. Family proximity doesn't really matter they really don't see me that much any ways I just need to be close enough to stop by for dinner but far enough that they won't be popping in all the time. Well that's it I'm passing out try a experimental sleep drug that is actually working peace and love to all my peeps out there. Winston K signing off.

What's goin on...

Man the last couple days idk I'm not sure what's going on. I feel like I'm trapped in slow motion while the world around me is in fast forward. I think I'm getting sick, in the last four weeks I've lost 26lbs. Its insane I think I need to calm down my work outs and lay of all the supplements I've been taking. I understand what liven la vida loca means. So next week I'm going to the doctors and I'm gonna do intense sleep therapy so that I can get back to normal. Outside of that I'm just being me. Were back in the studio working uber hard tryn to make the music that make people go YEAH. New job I like it its cool but, I still wanna move to Australia next year with (@?+* ya not telln you who its a very complicated. But that's a serious maybe. Idk I actually like Arizona now I mean I finally feel like I have real friends a real family not sure I wanna let all that go. What else oh I bought a sweet new fish, a fresh water angel fish her name is Reba, and guess what shes pregnant all ready. Ya I paid $65 for her and now I'm gonna get like four for free. Yep so that pretty much it I'm a dieing man who is making music and raising baby fishies, wow I need to get out more lol. Love ya all, Be True, Be you, Be Legit.

The Jacket Ceremony

The passing of the Jackets is a sacred event in Team ambiguous members. Team Ambiguous was a club me and my all time best friend Josh Started. We started the club for people like us ready and willing to do anything. In High school we were the kids who had the best parties, we were the kids that would bail out on school to go wake boarding, we were the kids that every one knew. -f there was a pep rally we were the center of attention. So my senior year I decided that we needed some thing to make our group stand out more. So we all sat down and thought of what we could do and we ended up getting these SO-Cal speed shop Jackets. We got 12 since there were only twelve members of our crew back then. Ya the whole jackets thing was kinda silly but they represent more then people will ever know. So we got these jackets and then we decided that we all needed to make the jackets our own some how put our spin out flavor into the jackets. We came to the conclusion that each member would add a patch to the jacket the represent then best. Mines was my varsity drum line patch. Josh put a Harley patch on his. My buddy ray put a fish on his, we still don't really know why but that's his memory. Along with the patch we made the binder and we all wrote a page about what the jacket meant to them. At the end of the year I gave my jacket to kid who lived next door he was junior like Josh. That's when I had a bright idea that all of the senior members which was me, Ray, Mat, and Sarah give our jacket to a junior who hung with our group. That tradition has been kept up for the past three years which led us to tonight. The binder with all of our stories is kept in the MHS library. Theres a whole section in that library called the Memory section is has every year book every major piece of memorabilia for student it has other books from group and clubs from the school. So every year we meet up all the members past and present for the jacket exchange. This year was extra special for me I gave my jacket to the kid next door Justin, he in turn gave the jacket to this super funny kid named Chris then it was given Chrises' brother Jacoby, tonight for the first time a jacket was given to a incoming freshman. My lil bro my next door neighbor who is like the robin to my Batman Zack. It was pretty awesome. We also but the newest stories into the binder. Then we all decided to help the graduating seniors with there senior prank. There bringing back my senior prank the pudding slip and slide. Its pretty awesome it a slip and slide covered in pudding how awesome. Btw mixing a giant rubber made box of pudding is hard work. Well that all for now one love, Congratulations to all the graduating seniors.

Pump it...

Today was such a good day you have no idea. So I got all my studio time for the next two months sceduled. Sasha my pride and joy, my ace artist is back home from school. So I've got like a ton of songs of her she's going into the studio asap. I ate lunch with my mentor Jason. Jason is the man her is muti millioaire movie producer. Own his own studio called J2 media. I used to be his assistant back in the day. So we were talking about this lady that I edited a commercial for. Apparently she is looking to shoot a new piece and she asked for me to edit this spot as well. I mean to that was the sweetest thing ever, you know that your work is amazing when people ask for you directly. And Jason asked me if I knew any one who like to intern for him for the summer, and it would be a paid internship. So I gave him a couple emails of people I think would represent my name well. Oh so my Carly is home from Nau. For all you who don't know me and Carly dated your a while but then things got crazy w us and we had to end it. Then she moved away. Were cool now so we did a big team ambiguous reunion did. It was amazing, we also did the jacket ceramonie. Ill post another blog about that. Tonight was fun it was cool. Well peace and love.

Riddle me this...

Ok so me, and my partner in crime are ok chillen guys night away from the ladies and we got on the topic of this girl I like but I said she's off limits which brings us to right now. I listed off all the things that makes a person off limits. Ok so now I wanna know what my winstaholics out there think makes a person off limits.

What have I been up to...

Man it has been a while since I told all of my Winstaholics out there what I have been up to. So here we gooooooooo. First off I've been to the movie a lot lately, I've seen 17 again, Ghost of girl friends past,and Wolverine all very good movies. Two of movies I saw with a girl that I thought was perfect key point- THOUGHT. Ya well see I'm a dreamer the problem with that is when you see a person as if there a dream once you wake and return to reality that person is now where as great as you've made them out to be. With that be said my girl situation back to zero guess I woke up from that dream cuz it turned to a nightmare really quick. Oh got a new job its my dream job I get to work with computers and manage fiber networks wicked. Oh and the pay is wicked sweet. What's that mean for school still gonna go but for how much longer that all depends. Oh hangen out with Merc and Puck. Omg Nikki aka Puck did this whole photoshot with Merc as her model and it actually really good. Like I didn't know how good she was and Merc look really good like I knew she was a gorgous girl but Puck helped her look even better, so congrads to both of them on the good work. Oh Oh Oh I almost forgot I have instatuted man cave sundays. Ya I redid my room to feel more like a dorm room it almost complete. I'm gonna paint it Yankee blue and grey and I've got a giant Yankee logo going up on my wall. The bat and baseball one its lunar I love it. Any ways so I have all the guys over we fill our gut with junk food and rot our minds on video games its the perfect day. My dad is back ya like five months early he doesn't wanna be far away with my grammy gram being sick. Oh and my summer in seattle is kind of ruined that to mommy dearest. I was gonna go help my sis get ready to leave to cal for college we were gonna spend the summer together get to really know each other ya know but that lady is making her come be with her for the summer. So now instead of hangen with her seeing shellzy and merc I'm stuck here in boring ole Arizzzzzooooonnnaa. Lame. But its ok my friend Jessica emailed me and said she's getting married so I have to go to another wedding the summer. I feel like I'm getting old like as my peeps are getting married and having babies its kinda creepy. But my friend kyle told me that for the next couple years this is how things are gonna be. God do I hate wedding you go to this big over done thing and act happy for people that you don't really care for and even if you do you don't wanna be there. If you go single every one is tryn to set you up you bring a date they wanna know when your getting married its sick honestly. The things I do for my friends lol. Well I guess that's it I'm out need to find something to eat. Till next time love and peace to all.

Ghost of Girl Friends Past...

So I went and saw this insane movie last night and realized that its not half bad. I actually related to the guy in some ways. The movie is definitely a "Go See" not a "Must See" so go check it out if I Winston K. Says its good it really is. FBW movies news gives it a 7/10. Be sure to check back for more movie news.

Must See's

Hey every body this is Stacy Kelps of FWB Movie New, and here is my list of must see movies for your summer fun.
1) Xmen Origins -5/1/09
2) Star Trek -5/9/09
3) Angel & Demons -5/15/09
4) Terminator -5/22/09
5) The Hangover -6/5/09
6) Land of the Lost -6/5/09
7) Year One -6/19/09
8) Transformers 2 -6/24/09
9) Ice Age 3 -7/1/09
10) Harry Potter - 7/15/09

Ok there you have it my top ten summer movie picks. This is Stacy K. with FWB new signing out.

Creed- Full CirCle...

If you haven't heard the band Creed is back together with all the original members. There in the studio working on there new album entitled "Full CirCle" which is due to drop some time this summer and a tour planned to hit Az in september.

New NEW New...

Thanks for waitin folks Ive been super busy but here is some new music that Im sure youll like. this weeks selection consist of:

Cipe and the Peoples

The Early November

Kid Cudie

A Skylit Drive

The Decemberist

Sparta

I love all of thes guy seen most of the live

Cipe is by far one of my favorites. So there

it is just a little bit of my world free for you to get a taste.

BBQ...

Tonight was a perfect night. I spent it with the people I love most in the world outside of my family. Merc that now includes you too haven't known ya all that long but your wise cracks and quick come backs make me love ya you too. I'm always searching for where I belong where I fit in ya know but when I'm with my peep I know were just a bounch of peas in the same pod (wow that was a really old metaphor). As for the rest of my week it pretty chill taking some vaction time. No work till thursday. Monday I have sleep therapy, tuesday I've got a final, and I need to learn how to work the new mixing program I got, wednesday back in the studio tryn to finish off the "From him to Her" album it sound pretty amazing by the way. And after that day I really have no idea. So thats all for now one love peepulation out.

Just like old times...

Today was a great day I spent a ton of money on me. Which is always nice seeing as I never have the cash flow to do that. Good god I work 60-80 hrs a week and really never have qanything to show for it. I mean after bills my money is gone, so it felt like splurging on myself. Then I pick up my friend wes and we've been hangen out all day. I made us dinner we did steak and crap. It wasn't a date no homo. We used to hang out like all day everyday but my job took over my life. So it was just nice to go back to chillen like the good old days. Well that it for now ONE LOVE, PEEPULATION OUT.

Concert News

Alright well its 2:04 in the morning I'm wide awake so I thought I'd give my peeps a bit of concert news. Well I'm sure you'll like these guy there one of the hottest band of the year. Kings of Leon these guys put on a great show I watched one of the concerts live streaming over the web it was wicked awesome. The concert in on the 19th I'll be there and I hope that all of you out there will be there too. Tickets are available on ticket master there pretty reasonable. Keep on rocken Peepulation out.

Save the day kinda guy...

For as long as I can remember I've want to be some one to make a difference in someone's life. I have never really known how to go about this. I have never even been sure that I could even help someone. A long time ago a person told me that I could never achieve anything and I was a mistake. Ever since that day I've tried to prove them wrong. After this amazing book, I have found a way. I want to become an organ donor this isn't some just out of the blue or just anothr rash desecion like I always make. I've done research of the last six months and it made me very sad at the number of helpless people waiting, despartly for organ that they may not live long enough to receive. On the donor list the are many that you may donate from you eyes to the lower bowel, which is gross but if it'll save a life who am I to judge. I personally would like to give away all vital organs liver, kidneys, eyes,lungs, and my heart. All of these can be transplanted with bloodless surgey, that way I comply with all my bible standards. I guess I can't be superman but atleast I will be able to some one who really needs help. In some ways I guess that by doing this it would be my chance for redemption a chance to prove her wrong. I will be the save the day kind of guy. Who knows when that day will come hopefully not soon but when it does ill ride in on the white horse. Till next time one love Peepulation out.

P.S.
I would like to thank every one out there who has been looking out for me these last couple weeks with all of you there's no way I could even handle all te things going on right now.

Cherry Garcia

Idk I'm sitting here with a pint of this ice cream and all I can think is "Man i want some hot chocalate ya very random but thought that I would share that with ya. Plus my twitterberry won't update. One love Peepulation out.

Genius

So today way one of those day where awesomeness just shined. So I had to do a managers training course because I'm trying to get in on the new builds in Colorado. So we did this brain storm excersise and I dominated I had ideas that were complete but also show long term progress with high creativity. All the corpo's were like you are very good at what you do. They did tell me that the fact that I'm so young would be a problem for me cuz honestly what older person who has been in this work game for years want to listen to a 20 year old green thumb. It was a good day then we took the test so friday I should know if ill be getting in the program or not. Don't worry the leader of the peepulation wouldn't be leaving till the beginning of next year. So all is well. I'm just tryn not to get to excited cuz if I don't get the job that would be a bummer. But as for not everything in my would is stable a for the fam were all still try to find the ground again in regards to my grammy gram. There no doing surgury its to risky but kemo is in the near future. Well that's all the news I have for now, one love Peepulation out.

Music is my escape...

Music is how I free my self from all the thing that bring us down in this. So every two weeks Ive decided to share with you the music that help get through the day. Ill be post a 15 song play list three song from each artist most of the people I doubt that you'll ever have heard of but that will just help you expand your music collection.
FREE YOUR MIND,BODY, & SOUL. ONE LOVE PEEPULATION OUT

Fallflat boy...

So fridaynight I went and saw a band that Ive seen a couple time they put on a good show you many know them there fallout boy. Well let just say the show saw not there best and they use misinformation to draw in a bigger crowd. Online the tour info said that fifty-cent would be preform at this concert and low and behold he wasn't there. Ya strike one then the where a bunch of Lil kids there which was lame. I dont maybe Ive out grown them or maybe the show was just lame. So I bounced out and let loose at home and went out with some of my friends. yep that's that's Peace and love Peepulation out.

Dragonball Evolution...

Alright so I just finshed screening the new live action DBE movie, and for all you Goku Fanatics this movie did the most celebrated anime justice. I mean it did have it flaw especially in the time line of events but out side if that it was sweet. The special effects where great. And for all of you super fan like me who could tell you anything you wanted to know about the series krillen will be appearing in the next installment which is about to go into production. Good news is you get introduced to a good selection of the main cast. And as for chi-chi she is just the way you would want her. Choi' young Phat is the perfect Master Roshi. I give thisd movie a 7.5 out of ten go go go see it.

Gotta check them out....

I told you I would would be giving you a hint on the latest music to check out well here it the first on. The cool Kids they are a sweet HipHop group with a old school meet new school feel. Ive got a ton a music by them and would love to get you hooked just ask me. Or go to there fan web site which is http://www.coolxkids.com/ peace and love Peepulation out.

This is my version of Normal...

So today was another long day I was up allnight with family issues nothing bad, it was just my gramma had a badnight. So I may have slept like an hour but that fine we all know that I dont sleep. I had to get all my errands done befor work which i did I went to work to find out that my partner wasnt showing up for work so I had to work solo which wasnt bad I finished with time to spare. But then I got the CALL my gramma went back into the hospital. IT sucks but with the all the health problems that she has im more comfertable with the whole thing now. But it does get more real that the person who has been there for me since as long as I can remember may not be here for much longer. Im sad about that but I have faith in my god that ill see her again if that tragic day was to come. Enough about that so im stoked for friday concert F.O.B it gonna be sick. My girl Teya is comming with and my Friend M.A. Oh and im selling some turn tables. Besides that im just chill, im about to go watch a private screening of the new dragonball movie. Ill probally hit you with a review tonight. Peace and love from the Peepulation.

Tuesday

So today was a long day not even kidding woke up at the asscrack of dawn to go to the gym with my friend Ashley who for info sake is a dude ya. Then left there and studied for a test to become a manager, which I know I'm gonna pass. Why am I taking the managers exam you maybe asking, well my job is looking to open like 20 new store in Califorinia and Colorado. I'm trying to get a job as one of the store managers or assistant managers. I would have to move but I'm ready for a new beggining. Plus the sweet pay raise wouldn't be that bad lol. But that's the future let get back to today. So after studying I went into work. That was like one thirty. Ya were where packed all day long I actually had a lot of other stuff I needed to do but couldn't finish cuz custumers needed me. Then about fiveish I went and pick up my causin for day care and drop then home and went back to work and I just got off about 20 minutes ago. Just to come home and do it all over again tommorrow. But there where so good moments I had an old friend stop by my job and ya well she is nothing like I remember a girl looks a lot diffenert with about 80 lbs shaved off her lol. And I played a early april fools joke on my boss. Pricelesss. Oh and for all of you out there be prepared I love april fools day and I'm comming for all of you. Well ta ta for now. Peepulation out

Out With the old in with the new...

Out with the old in with new, what does that mean well ill tell ya. I'm dropping alot of stuff, and people, out of Winston World. No more craziness I'm my life I don't wanna get in trouble and more its not worth it at all TRUST ME. As for people so people and lame those are the one who are out. Oh and the moment you've all been waiting for has finally came yep the Tessa saga is over. Ya I think its time and I'm sure every one out there agrees with me. I'm was a waste of time and I'm not saying that cuz im tryn to be a hard ass or anything of that nature. No im not mad that I got shot down or anything like that either, Im not gonna be a dillweed to her or anything like that. The reason that its over was cuz it was very misguided, and miscalculated. I took some something and ran with it and I ran so far that I couldn't find my way back to reality. Tess is a cool girl but now with a clear mind She is way far outside of my typical girl choices. We will be friends for a long time though shes basically family still. So as for in with the new, well theres alot of stuff. I wrote my new song its called wasted time, but im not sure when ill get to record it. Um Made a new friend friend she is pretty dope I must admit. She has a swagga all her own. Oh I'm planning some stuff that will be pretty awesome over next few week but you'll just have to wait and see. This is the leader of the Peepulation signing off till next time peace and stay legit.

New Beginings...

This is the start of something amazing, im changing the game up. This blog will be the blog that every body will be talking about.